Straight from one fantasy to the next; maybe instead of fantasy rather possibility. I’m looking for the next great possibility yet measuring the probability as I go. Things are not as they seem, in fact they seem so strange it will be better this way. The path becomes clearer, and I become less attached to [...]
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Straight
Posted in 40 in the Q on February 19, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
Larger Context
Posted in 40 in the Q on February 19, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
To be busy to be in love I can do all things with and without Until the next becomes clear Fleeing intentions don’t matter I believe in this larger context of intention becoming clearer with time Not within any bounds or expectation Rather with expectancy and invitation
Chemistry
Posted in 40 in the Q on January 22, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
Chemistry. I died. When he took me. He knew. And is keeping me at bay. I know my nature. I will not let go. Unless I am forced to. Though I am open to whatever comes, I am ultimately in his sway. That’s a lot of power for someone unexpected. He, nor I, expected. Please [...]
Change in Season
Posted in 40 in the Q on December 1, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
And now, something new, something rich and faceless That intangible thing that happens when you walk out the door No longer here, but moving into a world of movement I am left with my right thoughts and driven to snow The promise of which folds me into pieces Temperature drops and I dream of you [...]
Emptiness of You
Posted in 40 in the Q on October 25, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
knowledge pours out of my veins nothing in check nothing reigns it is free flowing like your river combining with the sea of my eyes as I swallow the sun the rays that pour forth from the emptiness of you I see my reflection and it is painful how beautiful you are
Undone
Posted in 40 in the Q on September 29, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Available the shape of us is round our seeds are tall falling across the sky We made ourselves available to see what would become us to know what was undone Ever essence an old friend that again tried to be something that it wasn’t The only way to know is to try the only way [...]
More Available
Posted in 40 in the Q on September 29, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I like it when I’m getting towards the end because it feels like another beginning. Opportunity to knock down more walls that couldn’t have known were there were it not for the ending. And really there is no ending, and no beginning for that matter~ all one continuously moving moment. What will move me today? [...]
Combining of the Edges
Posted in 40 in the Q on September 20, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
sights and smells conflicting in nature sweet pungent and yet decay lingers in the backyard under the tree in the still moist dirt white on the patio we sit conversation flows in and out of ghosts hauntings domestic and abroad cities underground and sounds of silence while natural gas flows beneath wheatlands fathers mothers and [...]
Forward
Posted in 40 in the Q on August 18, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Forward me to now. As I tilt and as I bow head attached to body for now Feeling in my legs and feet wishing for the ground to meet and move But I wait here I become clear And know that I have washed away Everything I used to be